Have you ever been in a situation where in you wanted to get out but u just can't??? being with people you wished you'd never met.? in a place where u regreted being there?

I've been there..being with a society full of hypocrit people. People who think they're smarter than God, people who don't listen. I wonder how can they sleep at night, knowing they'd hurt somebody. I have met the worst people and the beast of them all. I dined with them and laughed with them. All of them have the same color, same scent..rotten scent.

Hate the feeling of being in that situation..but i just can't get out..

getting back

Back, after years of shying away myself from the net. So many stories to tell..so many people had crossed my path and so many things happened.

And so this is christmas...and what have you done...

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Sway

Again...I love staring at the moon, naturally....it's like being held captive once you set your eyes on it. Some people found it boring but for me it rejuvenating!!!!!!

Isn't it fascinating to know God created the moon perfectly for us to see that everyday is a brand new day to start life anew.

Good times....bad times....

Whew, I'm late for work. I woke up with a smile in my face knowing it's already 8am! Why am I late???? hmmmm

Last night i fetch a friend in the airport, he's a good friend. I drove him around and had a couple of beers. Drove him back to his hotel and got home. My angel's already asleep. As I got into bed she utter...."Mommy you're home...yehey" and fell asleep again.

Sometimes it's good to go out once in awhile. Unwind, threw away all the stresses that's been bugging you for a week. LIke..working with a**hole people! People who pretends that they're good in what they are doing...but if you really look into their thing it's all a mess! People who thinks they are bigger than the world but smaller than fungi! But i guess they should really exist in each one of us to feel that we should fight,we should be proud of what we have and who we are.

Ooops, I almost forgot, I have a friend who texted me everyday, he's a good friend and he's getting married this december. Here's the thing, we were talking about loneliness, life, and stuff yesterday when all of a sudden he texted me this...."can i tell you something? I'm not feeling well right now and I know I'll be sick"..so i replied ..."take your medicine now and rest" and then he replied "I wish you were here...to take care of me....I love you."

Whoa! what the hell was that?!! he loves me? we never mentioned those words because we're both in a relationship. I got scared so i just ignored his texted and tell him to take his meds. Strong words...is it friendly love or something..i dunno..maybe I'm being paranoid..well I hope it's nothing serious becase, I really like him as my friend, he helped me in so many things.....

I like him, that's all i can say ........chances are...........I'll fall for him.....................


JUST KIDDING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CYAH! C",)

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Just started...

Finally, after hours of browsing, looking for the right blog to aire my spirit and my thoughts..i finally landed here. Hiyah all bloggers!!! I'm....just call me Bluemoon Indigo.. let me inspired all of you with my quest for happiness....

It all started with a mistake..as we all know getting married is a totally big big..big...silly thing one could ever do or should i say commit. But i guess I am one big Silly person who committed it and done it! I never thought it will be the beginning of one big quest for me...actually it was the answer to my quest for happiness.
I could not believe too that getting married, having kid would change your life, but it did..and did a great job for me..at least for now. I know I sound too cynical for some of you but, I'm just being honest. A lot of you I'm sure wont agree with me that getting tied is the best thing in life, okay, I'm not saying it applies to all but some of you may agree with me and nod with me..right!???
But here's what puzzling me a little...why do i still feel lost? Is it because I'm not really ready to go through this ?? I dont know.. I really need some answer because I know this will grow and will make me sick in the next two years..right????

Im glad i aired a little of my thoughts..ill be back tomorrow..and post some thoughts again..

Cyah!
Indigo............../>